Tuesday, March 16, 2010

garg

I've been angry, but I'm not really sure why.

And when I'm angry, I try to think of reasons why I would be angry, and then I think of things I wasn't thinking about that in the end, only make me angrier.

I'm angry that Audra's bunny died tonight. I fucking loved that rabbit. She fucking loved that rabbit like it was her kid. I'm upset that she lost something she loved so much.

I'm angry that I tried to cry today, because I'm upset about everything but nothing, but I can't. I can't seem to be physically upset. I would love to throw shit, break shit, or even just fucking cry. But no, I'm just thinking about crying and it's not working.

I'm angry that I don't know why I woke up angry.

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